financial lifestream update 12.29.09

my, how over 2 weeks can slip by.

and how much money can be spent in that time. i bought so much shit recently, its sick. thanks capital one for increasing my limit, you got what you wanted. i bought a bunch of shit because i could and ran up my limit. that limit increase really came at a perfect time because i'm pretty much broke right now. i'm definitely putting this road trip on the card. then my goal is to get my shit together when we get back from florida. because i'm going to have to, because that card will be close to full again.

i disgust myself. i have dreaded writing this post for that very reason. i started thinking about irresponsible spending as a parallel to overeating. my goal in 2010 is to conquer my finances in the same way i feel like we are conquering food. i need to take control and exercise moderation.

i also need to make more money. maybe i'll have some ideas for that in my next update. ok here we go...

Chase

  12/22/2009  Debit Card TransactionAGI*RENTER INS EXCEE 800 12/21AGI*RENTE$21.20     $484.50  
  12/21/2009  ACH DebitBLUE CROSS BLUE INS. PREM PPD ID: 1361236610$43.00     $505.70  
  12/18/2009  ACH DebitCAPITAL ONE ONLINE PMT 935139910081057 WEB ID: 9279744991$50.00     $548.70  
  12/16/2009  Account TransferOnline Transfer to MMA XXXXXX6466 transaction#: 292989755$60.00     $598.70  
  12/15/2009  ATM TransactionATM CHECK DEPOSIT  $595.00   $658.70  
  12/14/2009  Debit Card TransactionSTARBUCKS USA 00086QPS A 12/11STARBUCKS$4.22     $63.70  
  12/14/2009  Debit Card TransactionSHERLOCK'S AUSTIN, AUSTI 12/12SHERLOCK'$10.00     $67.92  
  12/14/2009  Debit Card TransactionJ AND J LIQUOR AUSTIN TX 12/12J AND J L$17.45     $77.92  
  12/14/2009  ACH DebitDLSS EDA PAD STUDNTLOAN PPD ID: 9102000601$147.03     $95.37  

i decided to leave the amounts on there. what the hell does it matter anyway? the worst that could happen is someone will see how poor i am and feel sorry for me and send me money. right? maybe it will keep me more accountable and motivate me to make more money.

looks like about $16 in incidentals since my last update 12.11. not bad, eh? didn't us this card much. wait till you see this next bullshit.

Capital One

December 28, 2009 WAL-MART #1253 AUSTIN(S) TX Merchandise $112.20
December 28, 2009 WHOLEFDS LMR 10145 AUSTIN TX Merchandise $25.69
December 24, 2009 RAIN ON 4TH AUSTIN TX Dining $20.00
December 24, 2009 ALAMO DRAFTHOU00000869 AUSTIN TX Dining $32.00
December 24, 2009 WAL-MART #1253 AUSTIN(S) TX Merchandise $82.53
December 23, 2009 DISCOUNT ELECTRONICS AUSTIN TX Merchandise $325.83
December 23, 2009 J AND J LIQUOR AUSTIN TX Merchandise $12.99
December 23, 2009 BREAD BASKET Q80 AUSTIN TX Merchandise $8.65
December 22, 2009 WISH (GUADALUPE) AUSTIN TX Merchandise $80.08
December 21, 2009 HEB GROCERY #465 AUSTIN TX Merchandise $59.71
December 21, 2009 TEXACO 0303741 MARBLE FALLS TX Gas/Automotive $25.98
December 21, 2009 BREAD BASKET Q80 AUSTIN TX Merchandise $11.90
December 21, 2009 CHINATOWN MIDTOWN CHIN AUSTIN TX Dining $17.00
December 21, 2009 WAL-MART #0781 MARBLE FALLS TX Merchandise $61.93
December 19, 2009 RUNTEX -CENTRAL AUSTIN TX Merchandise $211.08
December 17, 2009 CAPITAL ONE ONLINE PYMT AuthDate 16-DEC Other ($50.00)
December 17, 2009 HEB GROCERY #465 AUSTIN TX Merchandise $47.64
December 14, 2009 F21 -#790 AUSTIN TX Merchandise $35.50
December 14, 2009 PAYMENT PROTECTION 1-888-527-6904 Other $20.45
December 12, 2009 WAL-MART #1253 AUSTIN(S) TX Merchandise $202.13

most of my expenses since the last update went on this card. what's sad is that most of it i could live without. i'll be paying this shit off for awhile ;_:

i'm super tired, but i'm doing this update before i leave for my trip so i can at least have comfort in knowing that i know the status of my finances, however dire. my spending got out of control recently, and evaluating those purchases is a great way to remind myself to not spend what i dont have.